Just a fat idiot. I’ve eaten about 275 calories today, I would work out but I’m far too exhausted to do anything other than watch sci-fi movies.

tomorrow morning I’ll have an apple and some Gatorade to help me out with my early morning. I’m nervous cause I have to go to court :(

Took a walk on the beach in the sand for HOURS killing my legs. Hoping that burned around 100 calories.

so proud. I even worked out. My boyfriend insisted on buying me a kids burger since he knew i hadn’t eaten. But my stomach couldn’t handle the whole thing, I even got the hiccups from eating it.

I’m doing really well with cutting out the soda from my life too and drinking more water and juice. 

It’ll be no time before I’m 100 lbs!

Haven’t eaten since 8pm last night. I feel wonderful, just a bit thirsty. That’s 22 1/2 hours of fasting. Beautiful.

130 jumping jacks (-70 calories)

50 crunches (-30 calories)

20 tricep dips (-30* calories)

20 squats (-15 calories)

40 lunges (-40 calories)

10 pushups (-15calories)

about 200 calories burnt with no breakfast. I only plan on eating tonight if I have to with my boyfriend.

I’m going to this really big event tonight but it’s fancy so i hope food isn’t even involved. I took 2 Aderrall, I feel it more now.  I’ve drank 17oz of water and am about to have another. I’m debating on posting a body picture of myself, would anybody be interested in seeing?

I’ve gained. I’m fat. I have no direction. I think it’s time to go.